Find a trigger, “That was awkward, but only to me”.
Ask yourself why? if it’s obvious, you have something to deal with. If you don’t know, ask God, He’ll tell you. He is not a respecter of persons, Acts 10:34, in other words, why would He tell 1 person, and not the other?
Then, forgive that person.
Then recursively work backwards. The older you are, the more injuries you have sustained, the more work you have to do.